2009/09/01

I'm LOSER

I'm loser.
这想法不断冲击我自己,往往在失眠的夜里。
感觉真的很挫败。
我知道比较不好,但我基因里的狮子座性格,就是潜在地执行这一切。
我很失败。
我该做什么才能让自己好过些?
我其实很慌。。。
好久没有为自己哭了。。。
临睡前,我的眼眶有点湿。
那种感觉,好想死。。。。

绝对不能任由这一切,这样下去。
起码我不让它就是这样的结局!
争气点淑妮。

7 条评论:

匿名 说...

..gambateh..

优希 说...

thanks shayti...:>
but sometimes i just keep struggling...for what i can't own now...or maybe, what i desire for...
i really...disappointed myself,a lot...
can't help myself to think that way...
i'm a negative thinker:(

CinDy 说...

尽了力就好...不要想太多!加油~ :PPP

热蛙茶 hotteayp 说...

加油!;)

猫咪使者 说...

人都是得经过磨难才会成长的。加油。。。

匿名 说...

as long as u tried your best..don't feel disappointed as there would have no regret..cheer up babe..there are more and more things waiting for you,and try to think for another way. it would be better..=)

优希 说...

wow i didn't expect will get respond from u guys...
i'm perfectionist,even i agree with nothing is perfect.and,i never dare to say,i did my best for everything.
That's why i always struggling for what i have done, coz i never satisfied with it...
:(
anyway...life goes on,when that's a will,that's a way.perhaps i will create own way...to delight myself.
i'm such a negative and yet positive thinker...lol :D